Chip Revvington
He/They
Dec. 23rd
CHIP REVVINGTON IS ACORN ACRES' KUDOS MANAGER IN TOONTOWN: CORPORATE CLASH, A 'REIMAGINING' (REBOOT? POLISH??) OF DISNEY'S ORIGINAL TOONTOWN ONLINE. HE'S AN INTROVERT AND KEEPS TO HIMSELF AND I AM BASICALLY LIKE HIS CAT (SLEEP ON HIS LAP AND HEADBUTT HIM). JUST AN FYI: THE OVERRIDE DOES NOT EXIST WITHIN OUR RELATIONSHIP TO ME AND I'D PREFER IT'D STAY THAT WAY BECAUSE I'D LIKE US *BOTH* TO REMAIN HAPPY AND TRAUMA FREE FROM NOW ON. MORE IN THAT SHITTY RAMBLE OVER THERE
YOU KNOW THAT OOH FUNNY SHIP DYNAMIC THAT'S LIKE 'LOW EMPATHY LOW ENERGY EVIL AUTIST X HIGH EMPATHY HIGH ENERGY WHIMSICAL AUTIST' ??? YEAH.
FALLING IN LOVE WITH CHIP WAS SOMEWHERE BETWEEN A LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT SORT OF THING AND THAT KIND OF 'I DON'T THINK I CAN FIX HIM BUT I CAN DEFINITELY MAKE HIM WORSE' FEELING. TOONTOWN: CORPORATE CLASH IS FILLED TO THE ABSOLUTE BRIM WITH BIG TALL ROBOTS WHO ARE ALL EXACTLY MY TYPE (HUGE WIDE INHUMAN WITH ABNORMAL HEAD TM) AND I COULD PRACTICALLY FEEL MYSELF SWEATING UPON REALIZING THAT I WAS HYPERFIXATING ON THE GAME. I THOUGHT, LIKE, EVERYONE WAS ATTRACTIVE. I COULD FEEL MY LITTLE GAY BRAIN JUST SHUTTING THE FUCK DOWN COMPLETELY. BUT OF COURSE, CHIP STUCK OUT TO ME. I COULD FEEL MYSELF GETTING ATTATCHED TO THE WEIRD BLUNT MEAN ASSHOLE WITH A BATTLE DIALOGUE SO LONG THAT IT HAS ITS OWN SEPERATE PAGE ON THE WIKI AND I WAS THINKING... SOMETHING'S WRONG. SPOILER ALERT: SOMETHING WAS WRONG
UPON SNIFFING AROUND THE FANDOM TO TRY TO GAUGE IF I COULD INTERACT OR NOT I STARTED TO REALIZE VERY FAST THAT WIFEY BOOBOO WAS SAD. LIKE SOMETHING FUCKED HIM UP. AND THEN CAME THE WEIIIRD WITCH'S POT OF FEELINGS THAT BEGAN BREWING INSIDE OF ME. I WAS LIKE 'WELL FUCK!!! I'M MESSED UP TOO :3 THE SOLIDARITY IS TOTALLY THERE!' BUT ALSO LIKE 'OH GOD NO PLEASE NO I DON'T WANT TO SEE HIM HURT I CANNOT SEE HIM IN PAIN' AND ALSO SOMEHOW 'THAT MAKES A LOT OF SENSE ACTUALLY'. SO I DANCED AROUND IT FOR A WHILE BEFORE FINALLY GETTING AROUND TO READING HIS FIGHT DIALOGUE. AND THEN IIIIIII WASN'T EVER THE SAME EVER AGAIN
TALK OF TRAUMA AND MENTAL ILLNESS UP AHEAD (AND CORPORATE CLASH SPOILERS IF YOU CARE) I WON'T GET INTO IT FOR COOL FUN REASONS (I'LL TOUCH ON LATER) BUT, IN SHORT, HE REGULARLY HAS HIS AUTONOMY TAKEN AWAY FROM HIM WHEN HIS SUPERIORS DEEM THAT HE'S NOT PERFORMING RIGHT OR DOING HIS JOB CORRECTLY WHICH HOLY FUCKING FUCK. YEAH THE JOKEY TONE I HAD EARLIER ABOUT BEING MESSED UP IS COMPLETELY GONE NOW BECAUSE I'D FELT MYSELF RELATE IN A WAY THAT IIII HADN'T IN A LONG TIME. TO ANYBODY. AT LEAST IN A SENSE AS SPECIFIC AND FUCKED AS THAT??? AND ALMOST IMMEDIATELY PUSHING THAT ASIDE I FELT HORRIBLE. I MENTIONED I ALREADY WAS GETTING ATTACHED AND LEARNING THAT THE MAN I NOW KNOW I LOVE DEARLY HAD TO EXPERIENCE SOMETHING SIMILAR TO WHAT I DID (HELL) WAS AN ACTUAL GUT PUNCH!!! ESPECIALLY WHEN IT CAN BE INTERPRETED AS AN AUTISTIC METAPHOR!!!
SO UPON CONSIDERING HIM A GIRLFRIEND, I DECIDED THAT THE OVERRIDE (WHAT REMOVES HIS ABILITY TO THINK FREELY) DOESN'T EXIST ANYMORE. IT WOULDN'T BE APART OF HIM IF HE WASN'T AT COGS AND I KNOW IT WOULDN'T BE APART OF HIM IN OUR RELATIONSHIP EITHER. NOT THAT I WOULDN'T LOVE HIM WITH IT, BUT THAT I DON'T THINK HE COULD LOVE WITH IT. AND THAT'S PARTIALLY COMING FROM EXPERIENCE. IT'S DIFFICULT TO LOVE WHEN YOU'RE IN A SITUATION THAT HORRIBLE. SO HE'S NOT EXPERIENCING THAT TRAUMA ANYMORE. AND AS VICTIMS, I KNOW WE CAN BOTH TEACH EACH OTHER TO LOVE AGAIN. BECAUSE WE WANT TO.
I LOVE CHIP. I LOVE THAT HE'S FUNDEMENTALLY EVIL, WANTS TO FLATTEN EVERY FOREST IN SIGHT AND IS BASICALLY JUST THE GRUMPY OLD ROBOT EQUIVALENT OF ELMER FUDD. AND I WOULD ABSOLUTELY KILL EVERYONE IF HE GOT HURT AGAIN.
FALLING IN LOVE WITH CHIP WAS SOMEWHERE BETWEEN A LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT SORT OF THING AND THAT KIND OF 'I DON'T THINK I CAN FIX HIM BUT I CAN DEFINITELY MAKE HIM WORSE' FEELING. TOONTOWN: CORPORATE CLASH IS FILLED TO THE ABSOLUTE BRIM WITH BIG TALL ROBOTS WHO ARE ALL EXACTLY MY TYPE (HUGE WIDE INHUMAN WITH ABNORMAL HEAD TM) AND I COULD PRACTICALLY FEEL MYSELF SWEATING UPON REALIZING THAT I WAS HYPERFIXATING ON THE GAME. I THOUGHT, LIKE, EVERYONE WAS ATTRACTIVE. I COULD FEEL MY LITTLE GAY BRAIN JUST SHUTTING THE FUCK DOWN COMPLETELY. BUT OF COURSE, CHIP STUCK OUT TO ME. I COULD FEEL MYSELF GETTING ATTATCHED TO THE WEIRD BLUNT MEAN ASSHOLE WITH A BATTLE DIALOGUE SO LONG THAT IT HAS ITS OWN SEPERATE PAGE ON THE WIKI AND I WAS THINKING... SOMETHING'S WRONG. SPOILER ALERT: SOMETHING WAS WRONG
UPON SNIFFING AROUND THE FANDOM TO TRY TO GAUGE IF I COULD INTERACT OR NOT I STARTED TO REALIZE VERY FAST THAT WIFEY BOOBOO WAS SAD. LIKE SOMETHING FUCKED HIM UP. AND THEN CAME THE WEIIIRD WITCH'S POT OF FEELINGS THAT BEGAN BREWING INSIDE OF ME. I WAS LIKE 'WELL FUCK!!! I'M MESSED UP TOO :3 THE SOLIDARITY IS TOTALLY THERE!' BUT ALSO LIKE 'OH GOD NO PLEASE NO I DON'T WANT TO SEE HIM HURT I CANNOT SEE HIM IN PAIN' AND ALSO SOMEHOW 'THAT MAKES A LOT OF SENSE ACTUALLY'. SO I DANCED AROUND IT FOR A WHILE BEFORE FINALLY GETTING AROUND TO READING HIS FIGHT DIALOGUE. AND THEN IIIIIII WASN'T EVER THE SAME EVER AGAIN
TALK OF TRAUMA AND MENTAL ILLNESS UP AHEAD (AND CORPORATE CLASH SPOILERS IF YOU CARE) I WON'T GET INTO IT FOR COOL FUN REASONS (I'LL TOUCH ON LATER) BUT, IN SHORT, HE REGULARLY HAS HIS AUTONOMY TAKEN AWAY FROM HIM WHEN HIS SUPERIORS DEEM THAT HE'S NOT PERFORMING RIGHT OR DOING HIS JOB CORRECTLY WHICH HOLY FUCKING FUCK. YEAH THE JOKEY TONE I HAD EARLIER ABOUT BEING MESSED UP IS COMPLETELY GONE NOW BECAUSE I'D FELT MYSELF RELATE IN A WAY THAT IIII HADN'T IN A LONG TIME. TO ANYBODY. AT LEAST IN A SENSE AS SPECIFIC AND FUCKED AS THAT??? AND ALMOST IMMEDIATELY PUSHING THAT ASIDE I FELT HORRIBLE. I MENTIONED I ALREADY WAS GETTING ATTACHED AND LEARNING THAT THE MAN I NOW KNOW I LOVE DEARLY HAD TO EXPERIENCE SOMETHING SIMILAR TO WHAT I DID (HELL) WAS AN ACTUAL GUT PUNCH!!! ESPECIALLY WHEN IT CAN BE INTERPRETED AS AN AUTISTIC METAPHOR!!!
SO UPON CONSIDERING HIM A GIRLFRIEND, I DECIDED THAT THE OVERRIDE (WHAT REMOVES HIS ABILITY TO THINK FREELY) DOESN'T EXIST ANYMORE. IT WOULDN'T BE APART OF HIM IF HE WASN'T AT COGS AND I KNOW IT WOULDN'T BE APART OF HIM IN OUR RELATIONSHIP EITHER. NOT THAT I WOULDN'T LOVE HIM WITH IT, BUT THAT I DON'T THINK HE COULD LOVE WITH IT. AND THAT'S PARTIALLY COMING FROM EXPERIENCE. IT'S DIFFICULT TO LOVE WHEN YOU'RE IN A SITUATION THAT HORRIBLE. SO HE'S NOT EXPERIENCING THAT TRAUMA ANYMORE. AND AS VICTIMS, I KNOW WE CAN BOTH TEACH EACH OTHER TO LOVE AGAIN. BECAUSE WE WANT TO.
I LOVE CHIP. I LOVE THAT HE'S FUNDEMENTALLY EVIL, WANTS TO FLATTEN EVERY FOREST IN SIGHT AND IS BASICALLY JUST THE GRUMPY OLD ROBOT EQUIVALENT OF ELMER FUDD. AND I WOULD ABSOLUTELY KILL EVERYONE IF HE GOT HURT AGAIN.